Intelligence, or Not Intelligent
- Ervin Hoxha
- 5 days ago
- 5 min read

There is a strange silence that falls over a country when it stops believing in its own minds.
Not the silence of empty streets. The silence of ignored potential. The sound of a young researcher packing her papers into a suitcase. The sound of a coach watching his best athlete board a plane for a flag that is not his own. The sound of a government cutting funds for science while erecting statues to men who never solved a single equation.
And around all this silence, there is noise. The noise of false riches.
They are everywhere—the newly wealthy, the performatively rich. They flash their cars, their watches, their penthouses. They speak of success as if it were a personal virtue, as if their bank balances were proof of moral superiority. They buy art but do not fund artists. They build towers but do not build schools. They employ, when they employ at all, with the bare minimum—wages that keep people alive but not thriving, contracts that bind but do not liberate.
They do not invest in the minds that made their wealth possible. They do not sponsor the laboratories, the sports clubs, the public libraries. They do not sit with the young engineer and ask: What do you need? They do not say to the weightlifter: We will build you a hall. They say only: Win for us. Make us proud. And do not cost us too much.
Then, when the talent leaves—when the researcher accepts the offer from Berlin, when the athlete raises another flag—they complain. They say: Why does history deny us? Why do our brightest abandon us?
But history does not deny. History records.
And what it records is this: a country that honored only the result, never the process. A country that celebrated the medal but ignored the years of sweat. A country that spoke of interest—but spoke too late.
Talk of interest too late is its own kind of sorrow.
It is the minister who promises funding only after the lab has closed. It is the sponsor who appears with a check only after the champion has retired. It is the politician who gives a speech about "our brilliant youth" while cutting the very budget that would keep them brilliant. It is the wealthy man who offers a scholarship to a student who has already accepted another—and then wonders why he was not thanked.
Too late. Always too late.
And the sorrow that follows is not dramatic. It is quiet. It is the sorrow of the coach who watched his best lifter board a plane and thought: I could have done more, but I had nothing to give. It is the sorrow of the teacher who saw a student's potential and could not afford to nurture it. It is the sorrow of the parent who watches their child succeed abroad and feels pride—and loss—in the same breath.
That sorrow is compounded by a peculiar loneliness: I am here and I am not here.
This is the phrase that haunts every nation that fails its own.
I am here—I stand on this soil, I breathe this air, I carry this passport. My name is on the roll. My ancestors are buried in this earth. I am here.
But I am not here—because the place that should hold me does not. It does not offer me work that honors my mind. It does not offer me a future that matches my ambition. It does not offer me a community that sees me as more than a statistic. I am present, physically, but I am absent in every way that matters.
And so I live in a kind of ghosthood. I go through the motions. I pay taxes. I vote. I attend ceremonies. But my real self—my thinking self, my creating self, my striving self—has already left. It left the day I realized that no one was listening. It left the day I realized that the riches on display were not for me. It left the day I realized that the talk of interest was always, always, too late.
This is not emigration. This is internal exile.
And it is worse than leaving, because it leaves no trace. The body remains. The passport remains. The census counts me. But my contribution—what I could have given, what I would have given—is gone. It evaporated into the air, like breath on a cold morning.
The false rich do not see this. They do not see because they do not look. They are too busy polishing their images, too busy counting their zeros, too busy attending galas where they speak of "nation-building" while building nothing. They employ, but they do not employ fully—they do not give the work that dignifies, the wages that liberate, the conditions that create loyalty.
And loyalty, in the end, is not bought. It is earned.
It is earned by showing up before the crisis. It is earned by funding the lab before the scientist leaves. It is earned by fixing the roof of the gym before the champion retires. It is earned by speaking of interest while there is still time.
But they do not. They wait. They delay. They calculate. They say: Let us see the returns first. And then they wonder why nothing grows.
This is the tragedy of false riches: they are rich in money, but poor in imagination. They can buy buildings, but they cannot buy minds. They can commission statues, but they cannot commission a future. They can hire, but they cannot employ—not in the deep sense, not in the sense that gives a person meaning.
And so the mind leaves. And the body stays. And the country becomes a museum of its own lost potential—full of artifacts, empty of life.
I am here, and I am not here.
This is the sentence that future historians will write, if they bother to write at all. Not as a condemnation. Not as a judgment. Simply as a fact: a people who were present, but absent. A nation that had everything—land, history, brilliance—and gave it away, not through war, not through famine, but through neglect.
Neglect is the quietest form of violence. It does not scream. It does not bleed. It simply does not act.
And in that inaction, intelligence withers. Not because it was not there. But because it was not fed.
So the question is not: Are we intelligent?
The question is: Do we act intelligently toward our own?
Do we employ them fully—not as tools, but as creators? Do we speak of interest before it is too late? Do we see the ones who are here, truly see them, before they become not here?
If the answer is no, then the sorrow will remain. And the false riches will continue to glitter, empty and untouchable, while the real wealth—the wealth of minds, of dreams, of sweat and discipline—slips through our fingers like water.
And we will stand, as always, in the middle of our own country, saying:
I am here. I am not here.
And no one will answer.
Intelligence is not a birthright. It is a daily choice. And we choose, every day, whether to nurture it—or to let it go. The rich who do not employ, the interest spoken too late, the sorrow of presence without belonging—these are not accidents. They are decisions. And history, in its quiet, patient way, is recording every one of them.

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